I try my best. I promise myself and you that. But thats all.

Since I signed up for NDP and since there were so many tests and projects going on!!!

This past week esp super hectic and yesterday had Humanities Challenge AND NDP in one day. Felt like I lived two days in one @ the end of it!

Humanities Challenge was sad bcos I 4got to charge my battery then some issue so I followed Sherly's group instead. Was great cause thankfully bcos of the fact that everyone except me was a non-singaporean, so they were all overage :) and I didn't need to deal with all the sec 2 kiddy stuff.

They were pretty enthu, and street-savy so the blur me just had to follow them, and Sherly handled the sms-ing stuff hahaha. (even thou she had...!!) Quite funny cause they kept wanting to take a cab (sigh) and we managed to finish FOUR stations before arriving @ school @ 12:01pm.

After that, stuffed myself with the YUMMY Vegetarian beehoon + soon kueh "D"D"D then went off for NDP. (oh yeah on the way there Lynette was being super funny ha haha) Arrived late so waited for less before starting work. Today's packing was most efficient and we ended @ FIVE PM!! However, I dislike primary school teacherssss so annoying, scream @ children (sadded) then big-headedd!! ARH!

But not that the children were like angels luh. Today was interesting cause I talked to a lot of people, and even managed to catch a short nap 5-10 mins during the show lol... got caught though hahah. Then di n ner was so-so :( I WANT RICE. Then back to the show. more slacking hahaha, and then dispersal sucked bcos of some of the army and teachers who only listen to the army. GRRRR. Well debrief was funny. And the FP and One person thing was hilarious hahah.

Most enriching day :D

I really didn't update much, did I?

Just saw my last post and it was what 4th May, on a slpover....
Well a long list of things happened.. OPEN HOUSE CHEMISTRY GARDEN :D:D which was really exciting and fun helping the cute lil kids and dillon cheating them and all..
Then was CIP. very boring and hot :((.

Oh yeah I went GSS a while aft that and ate chicken rice with KIAT jiayi :))

Ran hou ne, jiu shi ROBOTICS JUNE CAMP AND BBQ!
Quite a good june camp organised by our juniors, had flight stimulator and Vex training

-P.S Anyone joining SYFC? I think I'll sign up end of this month or smth.. hope I don't forget!!-

Vex is cute.. sometimes :O
BBQ was fun :)). Played Soccer w/ jnrs/ justin/xin/marcus/gwen/snrs.
Then ate food that yuherng & co. cooked and slacked somemore :))
No passing down thou.. (._.)

Oh manz.. I left out OBS CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The most life-changing camp of my life..
better note down the activities for the various days--

Day1-- Admin + belaying
Day2-- Rock climbing + Rafting + Treking
Day3-- Kayaking
Day4-- Kayaking + Treking
Day5-- Watching "Sunrise" + Cleaning/Packing of Store

So I was health I/C which mainly consisted of lugging ard the First Aid bag lol....

What I learnt from this camp?? ---
To adapt stepping out of your comfort zone
Always remain positive
Stop complaining so much
Take things "easy" in life (aka be more easygoing)
And the ability to sit anywhere


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UK TRIIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-----------
WALES/OXFORD/LONDON
Most awesome trip EVA!!

Day 1-- Arrival @ Heathrow airport aft spamming movies on the airplane!!
walked ard a few streets then slpt over @ travel lodge.

Day 2-- 4/5 Hrs bus ride 2 wales/ orienlton field centre then had field studies @ river!

Saw lotsa creepy water bugs.

Day 3-- Sand dunes! went 2 da beach and saw formation of plants/flowers @ area.

Day 4-- Scenic Walk! Went to Sandpole Estate which is super freezing cold but damn chio cause its a tall cliff by the sea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then walked to various areas and beaches! Played in the beach/water which is icy cold! sprained my ankle :(

Day 5--Rocky Shore! Rained e whole time so no pictures :(( but got lots of weird seaweed and many snails. Freezing cold in the wind.

Day 6-- Had conjunctivitis :(( went to a local castle and cave damn cool but brutal. like playing dungeons and castles rpg game :DD. bused to oxford + hospital for me lol

Day 7-- OXFORD!!! City/University tour (damn cool) + shopping!@!! + bused to london!!

Day 8-- City tour of London on the bus + London tower.. pretty :9 (2 museums which are damn cool) then Shopping in chinatown area, CHINESE FOOD for dinner! I ate 2 bowls of rice LOL. + LION KING MUSICAL. V. NICE :)))

Day 9-- 1 Museum in morning, then Pure gold shopping hahah! Covent Garden (STREET PERFORMANCES) + HYDE PARK (Atmosphere!) Then sat plane back to singapore,
watched more movies like Edward Scissorshand + Hua mulan. damn nice + teary :'(

Back in singapore now-- miss the cool weather, flowers, british accent, old cement buildings and statues!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but love the food + internet + friends = in sg!

I don't know why but I'm really stressed out, I just hate writing all these essays and doing all the homework. The main factor I guess would be geog.

Next is the continuous stream of homework where I see no light or end of the tunnel yet.

Then there's French. No matter how much I love it and practice it and read books and how much effort I put in I can't seem to get it right. And I think I'm just the kind of student that teachers love to scold so much. I wanna be the "lively" kind of student.. but I guess not. Teachers just seem to see me as the TALKATIVE NOISY SLEEP IN CLASS MESSY DONT PLAY ATTENTION person.

Which I can't deny (@) all.

Had sleepover @ Vivi's house for her 16th birthday! Love you vivi :)

Really, I may seem eccentric but that's just cause you dont understand me. Figure it out yourself, I ain't gonna tell you nothing. Well that's that.

And this's this. I want things but I can't get things. And effort doesnt cut people. People don't see it, people forget about it, people slam it. You cant see feelings. You can't put a scale on thought and sincerity. You say its fake, I put effort. You say its effort, but its fake.

What do you say?

C'est la fini. For now I shall take comfort that "the ground gets harder after each raindrop."

...Every show i do is poorly promoted and if you like this,

managed 2 watch kick-ass today! WHOO my first m-18 movie yay (b4 i even watch nc16)..
well not as violent as I expected it to be. but understandable as m18 heh.

the plot kinda dev. in a diff way than I thot so and the cinema was super empty O_O

was really nervous in the beg due to prev. epic fail nc16 movie thing, but surprisingly, (after wearing shorts and earings), the old guy @ the counter just look at my sis and me (she's old and dyed her hair brown lol) then can pass le YAY :D

next up is to watch Monga (nc16)..